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3:43 PM

Many ppl have been complaining about me not updating and thus they have stopped visiting my blog. Even those who do visit don't leave a comment because i didn't update and they just go away. how sad yes but life's like that. When you're busy and you need to rush your assignments therefore you don't have time to update.

I had to do duty on Sunday and usually duties on sunday will be slack one because 1) no one is in camp 2) you get to surf internet 3) its peaceful unless your DSO ( duty staff officer- cpt and above) is a damn irritating guy. It so happened that my DSO was the most disliked officer ever and he gave me hell even though i wasn't the complex duty officer which means to handle guards. anyways most of you reading won't even understand but just bear with me. haha. He kept on scolding me about some awol guy and the details. ahhh heck la. Anyways that was the start of a bad week for me.

Just like how i had been complaining about bosses being irritating mine got on my back in the week. I dunno man just feel weird la. Sorry man i had a thing for blogging just now. but now it just died! haha. Morale is low in the office with 6 of my friends getting posted to OCS as instructors. Bond we have but its the memories that will be missed. Due to some shortage over at OCS, they are requesting instructors from artillery side. I mean what's an arty officer going to do teaching infantry stuff??!?!??! double whammy man. Now i only can cherish what we went through together. you guys have made my days in artillery institute a more enriching one. thanks.

Now there you go my update for the week! just not feeling too good but i'll be back. Met 90% of the darlinks for lunch just now. Good but can be better. Del's out of camp and he's telling me he lost 2kg. keep working it! =)

Saturday, September 29, 2007



StAnWiN
We can work things out.


11:36 AM

Just came back from driving. Three more weeks before i go and take my test. Quite excited at the prospect of passing it first time. i really hope i can. well when the day comes pray for me okay?

Played zhong ji mi ma with my boss and friends yesterday just to see who gets the last cup of yogurt because no one wants to eat. haha. i laughed until my stomach pain i tell you! He got the cup in the end and kept on telling us to give him discount by eating half and then playing another round. haha. serves him right for bringing me up to thailand. In case you didn't know since that day, We have been at loggerheads over this issue. haha. i walk past his table with angry eyes everyday. I think i'm really the most naughtiest 2LT around. haha. oh wells, life would be so boring if i were to follow the norm and just accept their bullying right? so actually i'm quite a bundle of joy.

Off today and tmr but i need to get my documents signed before next week. damn BIG BOSS keeps on procrastinating and because of that i may have to go back tmr just to get it signed. argh! i think i shall go for a swim today. anyone care to join?=)

Thursday, September 20, 2007



StAnWiN
We can work things out.


10:04 PM

i'm back!!!! recovered from stomach flu and i'm back to my usual self. caught me off guard also. On Monday i was feeling better and i had a lesson for the artillery specs, i found myself going back to the scolding ways that i treat trainees with. The ways of the nasty instructor giving heaps of pressure of the poor guy. And SAF is moving towards a 3G army? with Learning Organisation and everything i don't think there'll be much use left for me man. I was brought up by punishments and scoldings and then now they are going soft on them. ARMY HAS GONE SOFT like so many people say.

Anyhows my boss says i'm naughty who always retorts to him. haha. whatever man!

Apologize-One Republic & Timberland

I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new - yeah yeah

I loved you with the fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late whoa.....

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I'm holding on your rope, got me ten feet off...

Tuesday, September 18, 2007



StAnWiN
We can work things out.


7:13 PM

argh! i can't stand it. being cooped up at home the whole day is boring! i miss my friends, i miss the air outside, i miss shopping!!! man! I miss goin out!!! was diagnosed with the stomach flu this afternoon after procrastinating on visiting the doctor and in case you didn't know i hate the doctors because each time you go, you'll get bombed by loads and loads of medicine which is a pain i tell you! GRRR. but sigh i missing all the action. SOMEBODY SAVE ME?

My sisters were super sweet last night. kept on fussing over me. haha. youngest one was like " eh kor got take temperature?" then i said no need la with my eyes closing already. Then she said " no must take i got temperature! " then she goes and find. then after finding out that i have a slight fever she just wished me goodnight while the younger one was like asking me to go see a doc the next day and kept on asking if i was feeling better. I'm touched la! haha. people who care about you.

Pray i get well soon will ya?

Saturday, September 15, 2007



StAnWiN
We can work things out.


1:18 PM


my tummy hurts.... i wonder what's wrong. gastric? appendicitis or whatever. well attended daniel's pop on wed. Bloody bugger never even call to tell us the details or evn invite us and i left office early just for u leh. this kind of brother where to find one. haha. oh wells had my tummy growling for nearly 2 hours before we went down to punggol to find delvin. wells it was nice to see all of them again. girls became prettier guys became machoer and delvin became.....haha. but wells all the best bro. u're goin in soon!

Friday, September 14, 2007



StAnWiN
We can work things out.


8:54 PM

I tell you arh! i'm a man filled with angst! first my boss tells me to go sit on it but then what happens? he gives me false hope. WTH? explains the reason to me then in the end i still have to go like RARRRR!R!JHRHHRHR!! i tell you life's really unfair man. but on the lighter side i managed to catch up with yikying daniel and josephine on sun and it was a good ketchup I want more of those and less of office time. I pray that my ORD comes earlier so that i can leave all unhappy memories behind. anyways i'm goin to thailand for a third time next year just to fulfill their policy of having a senior instructor go up. sigh. Daniel's POPPING tommorow and i hope to see him with the rest. everyone's mostly turning up so another group gathering! ARGH! Internet connection is fuking slow also. I told walter that if i were to have my driving test tmr i'll drive with rage. *morales been low*

Tuesday, September 11, 2007



StAnWiN
We can work things out.


11:38 AM






okay i'm bored. rotting my ass at home. on the other hand i'm almost broke this month. got to wait until next week then i can spend but then i'm goin to the IT fair later to buy myself a printer and an external harddisk and i've yet to pay my phone bill so that equals to not good which equals to more money being spent. haix.

Went out on a catchup session with JB DAN DEL ZIFU where we spent a freaking 27 buckeroos on steamboat which was only so so only. like what the hell. fark man. waste my farking time and money but well as they all say its not the price but the catchup.

pictures from the outing with j and j. =) priceless..haha

Saturday, September 01, 2007



StAnWiN
We can work things out.