MAN OH SHITTY SHIT! I got called old quite a number of times already! Its not like i wasn't called old before but come on I'm only 20!!! haha. i was out on monday and i walked past some booth when this shitty looking guy flashed a card in my face and said 'want a makeover?' WTH rite? haha. then just now when i boarded the taxi the taxi driver asked if i was a reservist attending RT! YOU KNOW WHAT THAT IMPLIES! HUH HUH HUH! HAHA. Firstly he's saying that i'm OLD! secondly he's saying that i'm not fit! DAMN. argh. fucking society, haha


OKay on to work updates. nth much just goofing around in office and making entertaining yourself then you'll find time passes by much quicker. but other than that I MISS MY FRIENDS. I MISS DARLINKS! I MISS JJ I MISS EVERYONE. man i must have a wishlist already man! haha.

Anyways happy birthday SHARLEEN AND JOANNA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

What defines a person? Is it the character in him or the achievements he has? i think its alil bit of both. I had my first 21km yesterday and i must say it was quite enjoyable. amidst all the crampings and numbing of ur legs i thought it was a fairly good run. to start running at 530 when most of you are sleeping away under the covers of comfort is quite daunting. Imagine the time when i have to wake up (i.e 300) but alls forgotten when you cross the finishing line and you know you completed a half marathon. Next up the 42km!

I came home and got knocked out all the way till dinner. that's how tired i was. suffered cramps from the 18km mark and started stretching every km until the last 500m. haha. oh wells if you guys are irked by the thought of running that long i think maybe you should just come for a run. It'll be quite fun. =)

Monday, August 27, 2007

Justina complained i got no photos on my blog and my blog is so emo and since she hates emo stuff i think i shall comply with her. haha. these are pictures from my thailand trip whereby the junior officers have our own time away from the big shits and politics. In short fun. haha. Just to emphasise the point, the third picture in the first row is act a pic of a rainbow. squint if u must.haha.

I went to have ketchup and everything nice with the two girlies yesterday and i think it was a good session with the fact that everyone was tired from work though they were ONLY doing admin work! haha. go and exercise and not walk 6km okay! not good for body. so cannot take part in the saucony 10km run if u can't. =p anyhows hope to meet you guys soon again! -loves-

Saturday, August 25, 2007

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Caused no one else cared
after my dreaming
i woke with this fear
what i'm done here
so if you're asking me i want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that i've done
help me leave behind some
reasons to be missed
don't resent me
and when you're feeling empty
keep me in your memory
leave out all the rest
leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what i made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
but neither have you
so if you're asking me i want you to know

Forgetting all the hurt inside you learned to hide so well
pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are.

Went to MOS with army pals and cherri's company. It was quite a fun time considering how long i've not been there already. enjoyed but felt bad for kenny. Dude i hope everything's goin to turn out fine for you. 5 years is a long long time. I don't know what or how to feel anymore.I want the feeling but i've got no chance. Will you pick me up?

Saturday, August 18, 2007

first up i left office early w/o my boss' approval and as i was leaving camp he came back and saw us. Then he made some noise. and thus guilty.

Next up my ex boss called me up and accused me of accusing him wrongly and teaching the wrong stuff which i'll have to clarify tmr. sigh. It just sucks.

Thursday, August 16, 2007

back from thailand and i must say it has really opened my eyes to the world. What with all the office politics and all. never knew you would actually experience it out in the field. There's a limit to everything but all's over. At the end of the day it'll be all smiles. Mistakes must be learned and you'll learn that life's not a bed of roses. Well i wouldn't say that i enjoyed this trip though its one major step to me getting out of army life and back to studying but hey man it needn't have to be so bad rite? To top it off, the freaking military thai service is so bad that they cannot even accomodate us for a few more hours thus we were left stranded and with our heavy legs we drag our weary bodies back to the camp where we spent an extra day. What's up with that man. Just when we tot that the C130 would take off we receive news that the airport (KPS) closers at 5 and they cannot wait. So we had to freaking travel all the way back to camp and stayed there. DAMN FREAKING PISSING. but fuck that i'm back home in singapore and for the first time in a year i'm seeing the whole family again. Sacrifices will have to be made but i don't mind.

Thursday, August 09, 2007