10:59 PM
I've Been Living With a Shadow Overhead
I've Been Sleeping With a Cloud Above my Bed
I've Been Lonely For So Long
Trapped In the Past I Just Can't Seem To Move On
I've Been hiding All my hopes and dreams away
Just in Case i ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All i want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
Oh Oh Oh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine.
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs
i know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere.
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And i'm open to your suggestions
-Way Back Into Love- Hugh Grant
Such a lovely song. Since i've passed out i've gotten more freedom and time which i tell u are priceless. I know now what do they mean when they say u've got to treasure ur time. JOycelyn has enlisted and i think she'll do well because she has this lovely positive aura around her and with that she can overcome anything. Be strong girl. Its only two weeks! WE'll MISS YOU!
pls let it be i have discovered what i wanted to discover and also let me know what to do. =)
Thursday, March 15, 2007
StAnWiN
We can work things out.
We can work things out.
2:14 PM
The memories of my parade are actually still flowing vivdly inside my mind. right from the start to me almost falling down as i miss a step and also to me throwing the peak cap. Yesterday officially marks the end of my trainee days. From now on not only do i have to shoulder more responsibilities but also think about the bigger picture. Right on the parade square yesterday i started to think about how army does wonders to you though it can be quite F tubbed at times but on the whole i think its a pretty good thing. The times when ur training was tough and then when there's a rest period u'll start to sit and think about the precious ppl in ur life whether u'll really lay down ur life for them or not. after all its not a show but a real life case.Being commissioned as an officer definitely puts more responsiblity on you but it also changes ur perception of life. but that's the later part. RIght now i think the attention should be the parade it self.hahahahaha.
Like i said i almost fell off the stairs and can you imagine hordes of parents were watching. How embarrassing can?!?!?!?!??!,.hahaha. Right when i came in all formed up i was trying to search for ppl i invited and sadly i only managed to find two.hahaha.because the rest were seated so far away but thanks to the magnificent yy i smiled! hahaha. Thus breaking my stylo image. ( quoted from her) hahahaha. but yea i was super happy to see all of them. Definitely a definin moment in my life. I can tell u the feeling of throwing that peak cap up in the air can never be compared to anything. Its like me winning the champs league and whatevver tournament i'm in.Thanks to those who came and to those who congratulated. I love all of you! =) Stan's a happy man.
Sunday, March 11, 2007
StAnWiN
We can work things out.
We can work things out.