Initial D is a damn cool show! hahaha. went to catch the show today at ps with franky, dennis, yun xiang, shirlene, say chong, and edwin and i must say its one of the best movie i've ever watched! hahaha. Actually hero decided to come along just that we only found out that he was in jakarta today which means he 'fang wo men fei ji'. Translation means he put us aeroplane.hahaha. But to those who have not watched it yet hurry go n watch cos it is worth ur 8 bucks! wahahaha.

As for studies part, i think i'm really screwed.haha. Mid yrs is in less than 4 days away and i still haven completed my revision yet. argh! It really sucks man how i wish i can just graduate now and go to work! hahaha. day dreaming again but exams really suck man. Holidays are supposed to let us recuperate our minds n bodies after months of studying not for more studying! argh!!!!!!! LIFE IS REALLY UNFAIR! hahaha. guess i've got to work harder though. GAMBATE! hahaha. signing off here~

Friday, June 24, 2005

i'm supposed to be studying for my freaking mid years but yet i can't really get into the mood, well can sort of say the mood has died down since holidays started. A typical day for me goes like this: 12pm: wake up
2pm: take afternoon nap
5pm: wake up
6-7pm:eat dinner
7pm onwards: watch tv!
Tell me am i screwed or am i really screwed! haha. just hate those freaking exams cos they are so irritating. Can u imagine after abt two months from the mid years i'll be sitting for another exam!!!!! The PRELIMS! And after abt another two months i'll be sitting for the big one- A level! dammit. I tell u i'll be going wild after the last paper finishes on nov 18! shall slack n slp until i pull my hair out!hahaha. ok that was not supposed to be in. hahaha

Meanwhile i'll just have to drag myself and force some eqns and definitions in! hahaha. Since graduation from secondary four my june holidays have been occupied by studying. How sad can this get!!!!!!Watched Mr and Mrs Smith today and i would recommend everybody watching it.hahha. Its a movie worth your $7/$8 cos it mixes humour with action. Although i had my butt numbed throughout the whole movie but i totally enjoyed it. haha.... Go watch it!

Nutthing else to blog le so i'll just sign off here and instill some sense into this lazy brain of mine! wahahah. goin nuts!

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

What is love? Is it a game or is it a feeling that we've neva experienced before? If its a game do we really have winners and losers? If not then wat is it? The following paragraph is taken from a friend's blog and i think it makes sense though.Read on....

'In the game of love, it doesn't really matter who won or who lost. What is important is you know when to hold on and when to let go! You know you really love someone when you want him or her to be happy, even if his or her happiness means that you're not part of it. Everything happens for the best. If the person you love doesn't love you back, don't be afraid to love someone else again, for you'll never know unless you give it a try. You'll never love a person you love unless you risk for love. Love strives in hurting. If you don't get hurt, you don't learn how to love.'-Shirlene's blog. But what if u learned how to love yet u still continue hurting? What do u call that then?

Anyways holidays are here yet i'm not really studying??!!?!?!?! This is so dead.haha.Supposed to start 'chionging' yet i'm here blogging this is really no good. Confused and lost is all i'm feeling but i supposed time really heals all wounds? Yet time seems to be passing by so slowly.They say a home is where one would feel warmth and cosy why is it i dun feel that at mine? Parents quarreling? Fighting over money matters and thinking we do not exist? Or is it Just me? Putting on a smiley face and pretending that nothing happened when they come out to greet you is difficult. Yet they dun want us to interfere, i noe that we should not interfere with adult matters but they should also not make things so complicated rite? This is so fcuked!

Monday, June 06, 2005