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11:24 PM

TO MS HO YIKYING YOU SHOULD STOP STEREOTYPING NS GUYS! we are nice people okay! just because of some bad eggs you shouldn't condemn the rest! haha. but actually come to think of it u've got a point la. There are too many around for you to not stereotype so i supposed you are right in SOME SENSE! haha.

Went to kura no naka to celebrate joycie's bdae and i tell you it was a huge letoff. Food quality was there but prices were so dang ex and in the end we paid a couple of buckeroos to just leave the place feeling hungry. well i was just trying out what the net had to say. oh wells. :( pictures pictures pictures please!.

Sometimes while you serve your liability things which make you touched and reemphasizes the fact that NS forms the strongest bonds is because you go through shit together and when you are down with the depression bug, your buddies will come and light up your life again. Just like how mine buddies did. I was feeling shitty yesterday when they went out for dinner and when they came back they just came into my room and ate their food and talk and laugh. I felt much better than and i now know why most guys would want to sign on. It was almost as if when i was a cadet and i was sitting under the stars with my buds and talking about what's going on in our lives. its the camaraderie that can't be found elsewhere.

-out-

Wednesday, June 20, 2007



StAnWiN
We can work things out.


5:57 PM

(I miss them man.=))


(If you have seen my friendster, this is the hot girl i met at phuture.=) haha.)


If you have been reading my blog you would have notice that its become of a dark piece of artwork? and not only that, my last post was like how looooooong ago! that's why i'm back here to update and bring you the chronicles of the life of Stanwin Siow.

Went to phuture last week with jus, ben, jo, ant and angela to celebrate just's 20th birthday and it was kick ass fun man. We ran into SH's grp there and it doubled the fun. haha. In short we just had fun fun fun. Ben was there to just drink and drink while ant was there to just be on the dancefloor for a while before hitting his car. haha. anyhows here's wishing JUSTINA a wonderful belated HAPPY BIRTHDAY. =) *thought that counts*

The week went by with me going outfield and suffering less slp than i can imagine. Loads happened right from the start. Guns broke down halfway along the road, vehicles broke down and the story continues. haha. i was deployed to go and recover the trainee's fieldpacks at about 1 plus but i had to wait for the other vehicle to come back to camp at abt 430am!!! so In the meantime tried to get some sleep but to no avail! FREAKING 2 hours of rest only can. hahaha. My team was dying! I came back while settling the stores i fell aslp la. hahaha. like anywhere also can fall asleep. Just shows the amount of slp i lack.

Went to MOS last night. Music was so so but company was fun!haha. I think i need to cut down and focus my energy elsewhere? hahaha. but thanks for the company- caiwen and her friends.
next clubbing goal? ST JAMES powerhouse. but its so far out of the way. Makes us have loads of inertia in goin there. See how la. -outs-

Saturday, June 09, 2007



StAnWiN
We can work things out.


7:50 PM

What defines happiness? 1.the quality or state of being happy. (quoted from dictionary.com) am i? or is everyone just traveliing with a facade? SAd to say i rushed back from JB to find out more saddening stuff. At that point of time i suddenly see a different group. Facade all round the table. Its really saddening and i finally understood yikying's point of view. " you shi ren zhou tai hao ye shi bu hao".

i don't wish to face it i don't wish it to be true but i do hope its not.

First time at del mar and i must say it absolutely rawks!haha. Went sun tanning with ms kelly tan and the atmosphere there is superb for chilling la too bad its on the sunny island thus abit out of the way but wells i'll welcome a second trip there. haha. next time if i do visit i'll post pictures. for now i'm goin to just enjoy life as it is. try as many stuff as i can. i want to study!

Saturday, June 02, 2007



StAnWiN
We can work things out.