' Its really tough in the army ' honestly i find this piece of sentence a whole load of bull. Not after even a second lieutenant can have limited powers in administering punishments. Seriously i dun find myself in the wrong and what he told me about making them not do it for a day, i find it a bit of a bullshit after all they are still cadets and what more they are a playful bunch and might even smoke you. thanks for bringing me to reality that commanders of ur stature believes in such welfare that might backfire. Its about time the red tape be cut down in the army giving ppl much freedom.

This sucks. day by day i find my life in office a lil more draggy. When u finish ur work early and ask for ppl help and they reject u, u'll find urself idling at one corner with many dagger eyes aiming at you and tongues ready to wag. that kind of feeling sucks.hells at the end of the day by holding on to that grudge, will it bring u an extra slice of happiness or extra wad of cash?I'm still discovering my life journey. help me find out more.

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

I'm pissed man! shit happens! i was supposed to go for driving lesson today and i had everything planned out alr but then i was supposed to go back to camp to conduct a test for the cadets. okay that was already factored in. then my boss said that we would end by 1030 so i tot a driving lesson at 12 wouldn't be a problem but it ended at 11 so i was kinda rushing already with beads of perspiration running down my forehead and me walking briskly with all the cramps in my body.haha. looks like a constipated duck but then i went back to office and then i asked my upperstudy whether we had anything on then he said my boss wanted to do a debrief so i no choice had to cancel lorh. then when everyone came back my boss said we'll do the debrief another time. walao. make me cancel. sadded.

anyhows i was the duty instructor yesterday and we were staying back at camp to celebrate a couple of my friends birthday with food from differing hawker centres and i was surfing the I-net in my office and i happen to be at charlize's blog and while i was scrolling down, my Sir sneaked up on me and said "what u doin arh? surfing porn arh" then i just said " Erm sir reading blogs la." then at that moment i was scrolling down this post on how charlize got skin allergy on her leg then i looked at him and he gave me that weird look. then he said "that looks like porn to me" then i just stared at him dumbfounded.hahaha. i mean a normal pornographic video would normally show the legs first to define the sexiness of the film followed by the rest of the vid so that's why my CPT thought so. things we do when the office is empty. haha

Someone pls drag my ass out of this emo shit i'm goin thru. i need to be jovial! HELP! hahaha

Saturday, April 21, 2007

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

CNY! (Long overdue i know....)
Commissioning ball! =)
CNY Dinner. =)
Thailand.

Okay! these photos are long overdue as you can see. that's because i've been too lazy to do anything about my blog until recently which i suddenly found a magnificent ounce of energy to overcome the inertia to do anything. hahaha. so i decided to look through my albums and fish out these pictures and do them a picasa style so yep there you go.

Charlize brought me to MOS last night and i think it was a wonderful night minus the stinky, smoky, no room atmosphere which basically covers everything there is. haha. Met up with Darren and eugene ( the two cocksters according to charlize) hahaha. but on the whole it was good. company was good, drinks were not bad, food was so so. so yea i would say my night was quite fulfilling. haha.seriously guys i did enjoy myself. SO MS CHARLIZE THANK YOU! =)

Sunday, April 15, 2007

feeling damn lethargic after my duty yesterday probably because i couldn't freaking sleep last night. damn the army.haha. i always find that i cannot slp properly in army camps even when i'm not in duty. somehow or rather i would always find myself waking up at weird hours and then telling myself that i have to get to slp if not i won't have energy for the next day. for those who are still oblivious yesterday was friday the 13 and me being the DOO on that day is freaking suay la. somehow with how the day unfolded i had a feeling that i had to do a check on the furthest block in my camp and true enough i found an isac card lying around and if security checks were to be done i will kena. This followed after my camp's network shut itself down not creating an opportunity for 'hardworking' ppl like me to finish up on their work. hurhur.

Driving wise i think i'm beginning to enjoy it not that i didn't like it in the first place just that i think today i was a total disappointment. damn. hahaha. we were driving along ubi and about to make the right turn then i stalled!!!1 STALLLEED!!! when cars were zooming by.hahha.a got a scowl from the instructor. i think i'm a reckless driver la while turning i was kinda accelerating at a fast speed and the instructor made noises again la.haha. nevermind next time treat him to a cup of coffee. yahoo! next lesson on a monday! progressing! yay!!!!

*my body yearns for the knuckles of a massage therapist* quick bring me to one!!!

Saturday, April 14, 2007

This blog has been long covered with cobwebs dustwebs and what not and that's why i'm here to put in a post and entertain those 'lovely' ppl who have been diligently reading my blog.i have my sword case waiting for me to open and embrace it but yet i chose to write a post on my blog. how dedicated man. hur hur. * arghS* i'm irritated!

Yesterday while i was outfield with the cadets, i received a msg saying one of my friend had passed away. It may seem like a prank to those playful buggers out there but alas it wasn't to be. After confirmation from qinghui i suddenly just got lost in my thoughts. from being energetic and enthusiastic to being moody and not in the mood but i had to face my cadets and so the big facade comes up again. but seriously its kinda depressing knowing a fellow friend who attended the same primary and secondary school as you suddenly left because of some irresponsibility on the road. The images just kept replaying in my mind as to how this unfortunate event was heaped onto her and unfolded just like that. i have no words for this just pure sympathy for her loved ones and may god help her reach the divine level which everyone so desires and be peaceful. may you rest in peace my friend.

went to kee meng's invitation to watch his easter celebration at expo and i must say it was a pretty good drama just that the translation spoilt it and got me kinda irritated but the msg was damn meaningful. but i'm still very skeptical about things.haha. tired dirty rashes all over i think i need a rest!

Tuesday, April 10, 2007