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11:16 AM

burnt, tired and muscles cramping up.all a result of playing too much soccer.haha.yest afternoon sengkang devils had a match with the Singapore Poly team and we should have won if not for the defensive mistakes.but we came back from 3-1 down to draw 3-3 so it was not a bad performance after all.After that they all turned crazy saying want to play street soccer in the evening.my rejection fell on deaf ears and so everyone turned out in the evening.

Came home feeling shagged and after bathing i fell aslp on my bed with the laptop on my lap la.hahahaha.and my mouth opened too.I need to shop!!! DEPHNE LIM where are you!!!!hahahaha.let's meet up really soon ok?

Last day of 2005 and i must say it has been an eventful one for me.some memories are there for keeping while there are some where i can't wait to throw them away and start afresh.Hopefully 2006 will be a better year for everyone and hence here's wishing everyone who's reading my blog a HAPPY NEW YEAR! cheers!

Saturday, December 31, 2005



StAnWiN
We can work things out.


1:09 AM

hmmm....alot of things are starting to float back into my mind and its starting to make me feel on the opposite side of being happy.All along i've been saying that everyone walks around with a mask and my stand on that isn't goin to change soon not after wat i felt on christmas eve......


Sad sad thoughts are floating by and i dun see a stop to it anytime soon not with things turning out at home.Home to me has started to become a very 'cold' place.hardly a single person is at home when day hits and at night everyone just locks themselves in their rooms.haix.

On a lighter note, Sengkang Devils won 5-0 today against my younger sis's church team!and we received a comment from them saying we're very good.*claps claps*hahahaha.i did not perform in the first half but i think i did better in the second though i'm a lil short on fitness.......

How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
I've got nowhere to run
The night goes on
As i'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
-Simple Plan-

Life goes on and i mustn't go back on the past and think abt them too.-out-

Tuesday, December 27, 2005



StAnWiN
We can work things out.


2:20 PM

Yest went to watch King Kong with dan, del and jb.The movie was nice and touching but it was a tad too long!!!sit until my butt pain.hahha.One girl even cried uncontrollably towards the end.Its really very sad that King Kong had to die.but i wuld say its worth the money la.so go watch it guys!The day before i went out to watch Chronicles of Narnia with anthony. He got a free ticket so i went along. and the show was damn boring!!!!!It was only towards the end that it kinda got exciting with all the fighting and stuff but i have to say the graphics were good la.i'll give it three stars only.To think they are even thinking of making 7 movies of this.Maybe it'll get better.

After that went to attend my regular soccer sessions at sengkang and played till 1130.Afterwards we sat down and talk abt tactics for monday's match and then went to eat and slack and then i ended up at daniel's house and slept at 6!!!Currently the two pigs are still slping while i'm alr up and getting bored.haha.


woke up with a msg from my dad saying we have to take a photo as he already applied for US immigration which if successful will most prob mean a migration to the United States.Why he is doin this leh?Sucks man.Doesn't he realise wat he's putting the kids through.He tried this stuff three years ago and failed so i'm hoping it fails again.Then according to my sister, she said on this christmas eve she woke up to them quarreling again.Sighs.Can't they just give and take????but things are easier said then done la.fark la.

Saturday, December 24, 2005



StAnWiN
We can work things out.


10:56 PM

fuck man!wat a fucking shithead!idiotic asshole.ever wondered wat u did or wat went wrong when u've discovered someone blocked u on msn?i bet all of us have in some way or the other.but not when u've done nothing wrong wat.INJUSTICE!fuck!

Some idiot who owes me money yet block me on msn for i dunno wat kind of reason and still wants me to go down to buona vista and get the money from him.WAt an asshole.hey asshole if u're reading this pls just go and die la.till now i've still haven received any money from him!idiot.

RARHHHRHRRHRH.forget it la.he's not worth so many paragraphs.Anyway today went to watch chronicles of narnia with anthony.he treated me to the movie cos the tickets were free. HIs auntie bought 4 hps and as a complimentary gift singtel gave her free tickets.I must say the storyline is a tad boring and only towards the end did i really sit up and pay attention.on the whole i will give it 3 stars la.haha.but the graphics and characters are cool!hahahaha.Before that had a huge porkrib meal at cafe cartel and up till now i'm still full and i only paid 18.90 for it!hahahaha.very cheap alr leh!hahahaha.and now i'm seriously broke.until some idiot come and repay me i wuld still be broke on christmas.boohoo!haix.not in the best of mood today!ciao!

Thursday, December 22, 2005



StAnWiN
We can work things out.


10:41 AM

Who can say
where the road goes
where the day flows
only time

And who can say
if your love grows
as your heart chose
only time

Who can say
why your heart sighs
as your love flies
only time
And who can say
why your heart cries
when your love lies
only time

Who can say
when the roads meet
that love might be
in your heart
And who can say
when the day sleeps
if the night keeps
all your heart

Night keeps all your heart

Who can say
if your love grows
as your heart chose
only time
And who can say
where the road goes
where the day flows
only time

Who knows - only time
Who knows - only time


StAnWiN
We can work things out.


11:20 PM

ok here i am back updating!haha.woo!been busy recently.wahahaha.First off the chalet pictures are up and its in the links section.Chalet was from 7 dec to 9 dec

Ok the chalet was kinda boring at first with having only the guys in the class turn up for the chalet.the girls?well dunno where they are but they can't attend so oh wells.The first night bbq was kinda a disaster la.With yunxiang doin the cooking and us just caring abt eating.hahaha.And pretty soon i grew fat liao.all those hours at the gym wasted.damn.haha.Then at night the guys (who were all man u fans) haha decided to watch the match MANCHESTER UNITED against BENFICA!hahaha.And i fell aslp while watching.can't help it la too tired liao.hahaha.but but but i woke up to see three goals being scored and in particular 2 against MAN U!!!!!hahahahahha.Inside i was pretty happy but i dared not show it for fear of getting raped.hahahaha.THen the next day we decided to go lan gaming and for non dota fans like me i found it to be a waste of time and a damn sianz activity.Waste my money somemore man.shit.anyways the most exciting part of the chalet which i felt it is came at 12am.Me dennis Sc yx n hero decided to go night cycling and we decided to follow the MRT line but then while goin from pasir ris to tampines we went the wrong way and eneded up goin the longer way.hahaha. THen from tampines the next stop shld be simei but somehow we took a wrong turn and ended up at BEDOK!!!!!we found a shortcut!SO embarrassing lorh.We had to ask for directions to go to Bedok station and when we did we discovered we were cycling the wrong way!hahahhaa.Oh yesh Before the trip i was the first casualty hahahaha.U noe there is a ramp next to the chalet.then there was this gentle slope la.so i tot it was a ramp too and lo and behold i just let my bike roll forward and *CRASH!*hahahha. i found myself lying on the floor with bruises all over.damn.hahaha.Then i had another unfortunate accident.dunno wat i was doin also i never brake while conquering a sharp turn.then almost fell over the railing.hahaha.Then more bruises.Poor me.hahaha.Then from bedok we rode back to taneh merah simei tampines n finally pasir ris.hahaha.Took pictures along the way and it was kinda fun la!haha.Thanks dennis for organising everything.hahaha.Oh ya a word of advice next time if any of u wants to have a bbq pls do not ask GUYS to shop for the food cos there will definitely be an overdose of food and shortage of some impt stuff.hahahaha.Particularly paper plates and forks.hahahaha.

Anyway it was fun.Came home in the afternoon on the 10th then slept for abt half an hour then went out to meet fanzhi to pass him the game then came back home then bought lunch then went out to meet meiy and had dinner with her!WOO!hahahahhaa.Then Stayed home on saturday to rest and recuperate and for the first time in my life i slept for 12 hours!!!!!and i wanted to slp more lorh.can u believe it!!!!!hahahahha.hohohoho.ahahahha.

Went out with deph today to do shopping and it was fun!hahhaa.After getting her stuff and goin to the library to do some survey we decided to head over to the TCC( The Coffee Connoiseur) hahas.try pronouncing the last word.hahahaha.then ordered some stuffs then just sat ard and looked at ppl walking by deciding which were hot and which were not!hahhaa.Then there were this grp of malay guys doing some breakdance and the moves they pulled were like so cooled la.hahahha.Deph who is a flexible girl by nature even said they had flexible bodies la.wahahaha.But the most maluating thing that happened to us was when we called for the bill they told us cannot use nets then the bill was like 14 dollars but i only had 10 with me so i had to run all the way to raffles city shopping centre basement 1 and withdrew money and then run back.hahahaha.While poor deph waited patiently.hahaha.anyway it was fun la.now trying to look for jobs!!!anybody wanna intro me!!!!!pls contact me!hahahha.okies got to go bathe le!cya!

Sunday, December 11, 2005



StAnWiN
We can work things out.


10:45 PM

prom pics are up! but not all of them.but make do with these first la.haha. its in the links section.

Anyway past few days have been shopping with deph and i think we make good shopping partners!hahahahahahaha.tired and broke so someone pls spare me some cash pls???hahaha.NO MONEY!!!!!Saw meiy on mon for lunch and meiy arh i miss you leh!!!!!hahahaha.jiayou for ur work ok?Hang in there! and Deph u also! BALACLAVA leh.hahaha. be brave and dun be intimidated by the lady boss who has a shaggy face and alot of wrikles.haha.Thanks for being a listening ear!haha.

That's abt it ba.tmr goin gym then off to class chalet!hahaha.wooo!!!!lots of food and i'm goin to get fat!

Tuesday, December 06, 2005



StAnWiN
We can work things out.


11:44 PM

hahas.been MIA for the past few days cos i was simply too busy!hahahaha.Soccer Shopping for prom gym and finding jobs.hahahaha.so that's why never update lorh.

Prom was fun cos my table won swensen's vouchers!!! worth 20 dollars somemmore lorh.It was like when the lucky draw was being held my table just concentrated on eating only!hahaha.then when they picked the last prize for that segment and said "the prize goes to table no fifty......."hahahaha.then everyone at my table just stopped whatever we were doin and listened.I was abt to stuff a tomato into my mouth alr la.hahaha.Then when table number fifty three was announced, It took us like abt 3 secs to get out of shock and i went up to collect the prize.wahaha.Damn funny.Took alot of pictures and It was fun la.hahahaha.After that went to dennis house to stay with the guys and chatted abt alot of stuffs.hahahaha. In the end i could nt slp as Mr tan yunxiang just kept us all awake with his blabbering.hahahaha.So we ended up wrestling each other and inflicting pain on one another.Went to eat prata in the morning and now i think i'm much fatter!hahahahaha.Got to go more gym!hahhahaa.

AFter that met deph in town to do some shopping with her and she ended up buying the green slipper while i ended up buying a 56 dollars slipper.sobx.but its nice.so i think its worth it cos its a slipper that i think i'll wear it.ahaha.well very tired. muscles aching body is wobbly and i'm shagged!hahahaha. so i think that's all for today!hahahaha.

Friday, December 02, 2005



StAnWiN
We can work things out.