things you do when you're bored!hahaha. anyways i've changed my template cos its been way too long since i last did a makeover. I miss goin out with alot of ppl esp my close friends. It's as if army has taken away ur freedom.haha.To a certain extent it is la but to another extent it gives us that sense of camaraderie that i'm sure all of us longs for. I still rem the days before my enlistment and that i was brimming with ebullience about how good army is and how exciting it is to get enlisted but i guess that has died down.Army will always be a neccessity and i believe it shld stay irregardeless of what. Why am i talking about such stuff when i can talk about others?haha. Argh i'm so bored!!! save me! Oh yea caught deathnote yesterday and i would say its a very good movie with enough suspense yet with an added twist so go catch it if you have the time not that u don't already noe but just a gentle reminder.haha. I think i'll go watch some tv to kill my boredom!argh! ciaoz!

Sunday, October 29, 2006

I was just doing my regular workout when it struck me why do NS men complain so much abt NS life when u look at it from another perspective its actually the same as outside working life jsut that NS is more physically demanding. As we mature more responsibilities will start to fall on us regardless of whether we like it or not. Its something which we cannot escape from. I was thinking abt that because i've come to discover that i'm not that into NS life now esp after my posting into ARTY. Its not that i dun like arty or whatsoever but its the environment there that's putting me off and the people that's in my course are also quite F**** up so yea its anybody's guess why i'm so sianz.

Just came back from brunei training. Its a really good experience to have climbed up and down Mount biang and to rush all the way to the crossing point just to get back to camp one day earlier and also the bonds which we forged along the way because to scale the mountain we had to help each other up and the slopes aren't exactly gentle.haha.Then there was the incident of cooking up on the mountain where we had a sumptious meal tgt. Though its tough i realised i could do things which i neva thought i could do before.Its just about conjuring that special something in you. All these time while i was in brunei the haze in Singapore was getting bad and the PSI reached unhealthy levels at night.Highest was 170 which was what caused my flight to be delayed. I had to stay in brunei for two extra days just cos my flight couldn't take off in singapore. Imagine this, u want to get back to singapore quickly and thus you finish ur mission faster and successfully but then u found out that ur flight cannot take off how would u feel then. I tell u while we were housed at the JAC camp during the extra two days, it was a picture of old folks waiting to die and their visiting hours got restricted. That's how sad we were.haha.

but anyways i came back and hence i'm waiting to book in in like less than 12 hours time.haha. Mum made her decision already and has since taken action but only time will tell whether she will regret the decision anot. She said three years but personally i feel that she wouldn't be able to take it and might spring a surprise after a year? its anybody's guess. It seems like there's no amicable solution between those two but i'm still hoping for the best i guess. SHe asked me whether i was stressed by all these i told her, I don't have time to be thinking abt all these and its true cos if i do allow myself to think there will be a whole load of things to think abt! Right now i think i'm just looking forward to my ORD date. frens out there pls do come and date me on my weekends cos i'm just too bored!haha. anyways ciaoz!

* its not goin to be anyone that's stopping you from your goal but yourself because u're the one that makes it happen!*

Tuesday, October 24, 2006