gotten my posting and i'm actually very happy with it but i somehow feel for my other platoon mates.they've gotten a vocation which some of them don't quite like it while some do but on the whole i have to agree that the system is screwed.oh wells that's life i guess.have been trying to refocus myself to army life again after that one week break which is refreshing yet somehow i miss the army life cos without army i'll be getting fat!!!!!!!!!!!!!haha.Reporting's on monday!wish me luck!

She said something to me about wat she was told and i had to control my emotions to console her.I can't see her breaking down infront of me and i can't bear to see her in a tulmultous state cos of some ppl but yet i can't do anything due to the army commitments i have and some other stuff.I do hope we can continue and hopefully a solution can be worked out.right now i can't bear to think of other things cos if not i'll fail in army and i do not want that.I'm sorry i can;t be there with you when u're suffering but i'm there with u not only in soul bt in heart.DO hang in there and perservere ok?for now i think i'm logging out!ciaoz!

Sunday, June 18, 2006