You said that you'll only want companionship and not anything else but i beg to differ.Pretty soon it'll be a case of getting upset and feeling depressed all over again.I seriously am very tired of how the both of you are treating each other.I've already stated my view and i hope for a positive response from the both of you.

Army's coming and i actually want it to come earlier so that i can concentrate on training instead of filling my head with lots of sadness.You guys might say i'm a vacillated person and that i have a soft heart but what's the point of keeping me as a true friend when i'm always the last to get notified and if i dun state my point i dun think u'll ever tell me so what's the point may i ask?Can't you just acquiesce without giving bullshit like 'Its hard to express', 'you won't understand one', 'its a long story' and other bullness.If u dun tell me how would i be able to grasp what's troubling you and even understand it?If you dun update me then who will?So pls stop saying that my 'computer's lagging' and other nonsense.I've had enough of it.The reason why i'm keeping quiet is because i'm an easy going person but if you push me over my limit i promise you i won't be nice.

Went running around my estate yesterday and it was a welcome relief for me.I think i should do that more often to escape the clutches of the sad thoughts?Nah i'm not a quitter!haha.Rubbish?i think so too.partys coming up to mark the end of my civilian life(ffor the time being) and the start of my two year army life and i hope i wuld be able to attend both(my aunts and the darlinks)cos both mean alot to me.anyways work has been pretty much the same except that i'm getting treated.On sat while walking back from my dinner break i saw a person throwing a pouch out of a moving car or so i tot that was how it was.Initially i tot it was a tyre and i wanted to do the public a good deed by pushing it to the side, but upon closer inspection i saw that it was a pouch and i actually tot that could be a bomb.haha.But with that thought in my head i still proceeded to picked it up.hahaha.Funny man.Wat if it was actually a bomb?haha.Wouldn't i be dead?hahaha.ANyways the pouch contained a japanese passport, handphone, address book and his working card.I wonder where can that guy go without his essentials.haha maybe be a vagabond.haha.ciaos!

Monday, March 20, 2006