I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Caused no one else cared
after my dreaming
i woke with this fear
what i'm done here
so if you're asking me i want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that i've done
help me leave behind some
reasons to be missed
don't resent me
and when you're feeling empty
keep me in your memory
leave out all the rest
leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what i made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
but neither have you
so if you're asking me i want you to know

Forgetting all the hurt inside you learned to hide so well
pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are.

Went to MOS with army pals and cherri's company. It was quite a fun time considering how long i've not been there already. enjoyed but felt bad for kenny. Dude i hope everything's goin to turn out fine for you. 5 years is a long long time. I don't know what or how to feel anymore.I want the feeling but i've got no chance. Will you pick me up?

Saturday, August 18, 2007