rarrrh!!!!!haix.I'm freaking pissed now la.argh!!!!!Being a captain sure has its responsibilities but not everything is decided by the capt wat.CAn't they farking decide for themselves?Is it so hard to open ur mouth and to talk.What's the use of being shy?Does it bring u anywhere?FARK FARK!

Sometimes having a sister around the house is pretty annoying esp when ur sister disobeys and even retorts u?What's their farking problem man.FArking shitheads!?THere are so many questions inside my head which needs some answering and i mean real answers not some bullshit or crappy answers.Like wat kelly said" I don't want the politically correct ans!!!"
haix.What's wrong with me man?I hate this feeling yet on the other hand it makes me even more determined to prove my critics wrong.You said u wuldn'y want to force ppl to do things that they do not like yet u're still looking at me as if i'm the cause of all these.WTF man.I do have a life of my own and i'm not obliged to stick to the same grp of ppl all the time wat.Perhaps i'm just "pmsing" perhaps not but i believe i've been keeping all these things inside of me for a very long time.i seriously hope that u all can grow out of ur shells and see the outer world.We are all 18+ alr and are coming to 19, dun you think its time to be more mature?anyways u guys will still be my greatest bunch of friends.

The above are all random ramblings and shld nt be taken to heart.I just needed a way to vent everything out.I hate the way my sister always climbs over me and i hate her snobbish look but if i have to, i'll do it.I promise myself that.

went running with kelly today and it was quite good.After that i ran all the way home from AMK to serangoon.hahaha.U might say i'm mad or even crazy when i tell u its under the blazing sun but i kinda enjoyed it.It provides a solution to the frustrations in my bloody mind.Life hasn't been good.A level results were not good, my own temper hasn't been good, mood hasn't been good, in short everything la.but i think i shld be alrite after all these.

I shall just escape to the comfort of my bed and my dreams and put on a facade.After all i've done it and i can do it again.OK that's it.Ramblings and ventings are done!Thanks for reading.=)

Saturday, March 11, 2006