Nobody really cares if you're miserable, so you might as well be happy.

2008-07-10T00:11:00.002+08:00

i've been battling with my inner emotions for a long long time. but one thing which jem said and i totally agree? to just be happy in life. really guys. it's worth the shot and the long run. no point worrying so much and we shld sometimes just go with the flow.

well school's starting.let's be happy.=)

2008-06-11T15:17:00.002+08:00

This happened outside Orchard MRT.

Phone rings.

Me: Hello.
XH: HeLLO. HELLO.HELLO.
ME.HELLO HELLO HELLO.

Phone gets disconnected.

1 min later
Phone rings.

Me:HELLO
XH: HELLO HELLO HELLO
Me: HELLO HELLO HELLO!!!

Phone gets disconnected.

1min later
Phone rings:

Me: Hello
XH:HELLO!!!CAN YOU HEAR ME ANOT!
ME: YA I CAN!
XH:THEN WHY U SAY HELLO SO MANY TIMES...

-.- for a moment i tot my phone was spoilt and i was beginning to feel disappointed at my N95 but turns out we could both hear each other talking.sigh. lol.miscommunications.

anyways i've thoroughly enjoyed myself last night. i was tired and aching in my calfs but of cos i was thrilled.=)

Got to do something abt my STM. ANYONE?hmmmm=(

2008-06-01T22:03:00.002+08:00

I was watching the last episode of Rouge and they were concluding on a two part series of MARS Vs VENUS. Yes Men Vs Women. Lol.

I find it abit interesting as usual being the inquisitive person i am that guys don't do most stuff that women expect them to but i'm different?lol. I dunno. It's nt up to me to comment. but basically they were debating about why men like to hog the remote control and channel surf or why men don't like to talk while watching tv or why men don't like to listen to complains......etc.etc

LOL.ok the three special guests on the show were Patricia Mok, Michelle Cheong, and Ivy Sing and ALL THREE agreed that no one like to hear ppl complain and Patricia Mok had this to say : Girls Don't complain.lol. Well Personally i have to disagree with that. At least give the ladies some time man. then again most of you will complain that they already have more talk time. but then again it's nt like we need to fight for the spotlight right? So just LISTEN! =)

I fell ill and recovered. got drilled for the wrong purposes and did some damages but what the heck i'll come back stronger. i shan't think of it anymore.wells have a wonderful week ahead !=)

2008-05-31T20:37:00.000+08:00

THANK YOU =) *smiles gleefully*

2008-05-20T23:33:00.001+08:00

I wonder........ and i'm still wondering....can a pain be healed? what about time? does it do wonders?
I wonder.......

Things which you said almost brought a tear to me but i can't. i have to be strong. i'm sorry....

2008-01-01T13:28:00.000+08:00

okay HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!! 2007 has passed and another year has just arrived. Thinking back on the year that just passed really makes you kindle those memories again. Just last night i was at huini's house with jo, yy, min, dan and peizhi celebrating the new year. We were talking about our sec school days and those days always never fail to bring a smile to our faces. all the stupid things we did, the naughty stuff we did and the never ending punishments we are always getting ourselves into. It was absolutely hilarious i tell you! We had a bomb of a time. Anyhows i'm glad we are still in contact. most ppl would have lost contact by now but we are still always gathering for gatherings! haha.

May this year be a year full of blessings and prosperity for everyone around! HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2007-12-22T10:49:00.000+08:00

hello you fellow earthians! haha. I'm back let's do an update. I went to sembawang to run with cherissa but due to her niggling knee injury we had to walk the last quarter to the beach. the fellowship is great considering i'm new to the cell group and it gives me a chance to get to know her better. anyways her family treated me to lunch and her mum was super nice la! when the rest of the members heard this they were like stunned. PS I'm no auntie killer okay! hahaha

Headed down to cher's place to do the christmas souvenirs after soccer at ECP. It was fun la with all the talk cock and the failed productions. haha. At the end we manage to complete it with an efficient team that consists of zhiwei, jo, cher, kelvin, paul and myself! hahaha. we all hope the new friends will like it. I was packing my table just now and i came across the brochure for my graduating class. i know i blogged about this some time ago but then the memories just don't fade. The quotes in there by some of the teachers are really touching. i personally feel that sometimes we just take things for granted. Are we really just Hi and Bye friends? do we have a bond? Sometimes we say we'll keep in contact but then we have other commitments to tend to also. Please make an effort.

oh wells look on the bright side! life's not as difficult as we make it out to be!=) photos will be up shortly!= )

2007-12-11T19:36:00.000+08:00

THE FINISHED PRODUCT!

The Soup in Process

The Spaghetti

MY LOVABLE SISTER!

I'm so happy! hahaha. i just did my first cooking today!!!! wooo! courtesy of my youngest sister who gave me the instructions while i did the cooking. she helped with the soup! hahaha. I cooked AGLIO OLIO. Its a kind of spaghetti with cooked with olive oil, chili padi, anchovies and garlic. There's no sauce just olive oil. woo! tasted fantabulous! hahaha. I didn't know cooking was so fun la. i'm going to experiment! ahhaha.

I went for my CT scan today and for those who are asking what's a CT scan, its those scan you see on Chinese drama serials whereby the actor or actress gets a tumour in their brains and have to go for that kind of scan. the kind you lie on the table and the table goes through a big hole with RADIATION!!!!! haha. okay if you can imagine then good if not then go to any hospital and ask for a picture. haha. THe results are only out later so i can't tell if my jaw's not aligned properly or if my saliva gland is swollen! on the other hand thank you God for the blessings in my life; for the holiday trip that happened and that my expenses were covered also for the wonderful friends i have in my life and also for me to know the cell group. Please continue to watch over me and my friends and continue to bless us. Amen!

2007-12-09T09:09:00.000+08:00

okay i'm back from sydney already and here is part 1 of the pictures. I have to wait for my uncle to send me the Part 2 before i can show you all but anyhows sydney was F-U-N, and by that i mean fun fun and more fun. It was quite a relaxing trip away from office and when i went back to work the next day my friends said i had a relaxed look so haha. i enjoyed it. I kinda dread returning back to office the next day. Its like i just want to ORD there and then and not have anything to do with office again. haha. but wells life's not always created to out likes or dislikes.

I did my first surf there! haha. My uncle was very nice to organise a surfing lesson for the whole gang and then i manage to catch some waves myself. hahaha. Initially the process was tiring and i kept falling, well the adults did and the kids were better than us la!!! But that's also cause they had a lower centre of gravity and can stay stable on the board longer! hahaha. but towards the end i manage to stand all the way to the end (which means coastline) haha and i was satisfied! The view is fantabulous and those beach houses overlooking the wonderful white beaches were magnificent i tell you. It was so impressive that my uncle has even considered going there to stay. The four days i stayed over at the beach house before moving to the city was sin sin and more sin la. haha. though i went running on the beach but then at the end of the day we'll be digging into loads of red meat la! and if you can see in the pictures the meat is huge! and as usual i'm the 'dustbin'. lol. after that we went to the city and then it was shopping. went over to chinatown and my God, the WANTON is friggin huge!!!! like a fifty cent coin tripled its size. haha. but it was good la. Overall good food good wine and good trip!!!

anyways the trip is over nd the time has come to work again. booo........ went out with Jo on thursday to catch the long awaited enchanted. NICE! sweet and romance. 3 out of 5 stars! :) had a big catchup and then we went home at abt 11 plus. late! haha. but i had fun. CHRISTMAS IS COMING! so stop whatever you're doing and take our your wallets! buy me presents okay!!!! Ask me for my wishlist! hahahah( yet to create one though) :)

2007-11-24T09:14:00.000+08:00

Its really amazing how time flies in an instant like that. It happens especially so in army when you go outfield for four days and then at the end of it you know your week is almost up. Just like that 2 years of our lives serving the nation will pass by like that. Ever thought what it would be like for a normal civilian like yourselves? indulging in everyday stuff and routine- waking up, going to the school or to work, studying/working, then back to home and yet not knowing when the precious moment to seize or to grab will pass you by cause commoners like us are always complaining how long it is for the week to pass but if you stop to think and seat down and observe life, you'll find alot more to appreciate. so take a break and have a kit kat. start showing a little more love to the ppl around you. Ask them out, ask abt their days and how they are coping. a little smile can do wonders.=)

Praise the Lord!

2007-11-16T14:40:00.000+08:00

okay nothing much happened during the week. i was outfield. i brought back loads of clothes. i had to do the washing twice. and i got heat rash. pretty much sums up everything la. haha. another 4 days outfield next week before i head for my holiday in australia! On holiday.....

Dear Lord i pray for those having exams right now in that your wisdom and knowledge be with them and i pray for them to remember everything they studied and thus helping them get through this difficult time. Lord i also would like to pray for people who are falling or have fallen sick to recover as soon as possible and be on their way again. In Jesus name i pray, Amen! =)

2007-11-11T15:56:00.000+08:00

Spastic-ness at its highest!

The gang who went to UBIN
He said he's skinny and asked me to post the photo. I think so too. =)

an eventful week an eventful weekend. First up there was cycling at ubin with jo, huaymin, huini, del and dan whereby we travelled all the way to chek jawa. Not a bad place to escape to if you're finding peace and serenity. Then after that we went to watch THE GAME PLAN at marina square. Its not a bad movie and i would recommend watching. inspiration and touching.

Del asked me to publish this. This was the conversation between me and him at Carl's juniors

Del: " you yao bei ma le" (because so happen i always scold him each time he gives an idea)
Me: "don't be so negative can"
Del: *shakes head*

Then they continued talking. Until i interrupted....

Me: Delvin, Delvin, ( with a piec of french fry in my hand)
Del: what?
Me: you bring joy to me.
Del: *looks at me with a flabbergasted face*

and so the scene of me feeding him continued until he said i think u scold me better. okay internal joke.

Anyways he really lost alot of weight as he embarks on his NS life. I hope you'll become fitter! look to ur 12/12!!!

Hope deferred makes the heart sick - Proverbs 13:12
always believe in what you want and you'll achieve it. =)

Lucks to those taking exams and still in the webs of studying.

Oh ya before i forgot to write. If those of you who has free time please go and take a look at connie talbot. She's the sweetest voice i ever hear and to think she's only 6 freaking years of age!!! take a look its on youtube! i still tear everytime i watch her video though i already watched it 3 times? haha

2007-11-04T11:51:00.000+08:00

THE SPECIAL ONES!

LOOK AT THE FREAKING FOAM! I HAD TO DRINK IT ALL LOR!

okay time for a proper update. Haven't been at home for the past week due to me having to conduct lessons for my trainees. Mentally and physically draining man. Scolding them and cracking your brains to come up with creative punishments just to keep them on their toes. I tell you i finally understand how a teacher's life is. Its the same lest the green clothing u put over and the regimentation. but then again what more can be said when you see them graduate and take on responsibilities in life. nothing will beat that.

Anyhows i had a great 20th last weekend. I met up with yy, jo, daniel, huaymin and huini for lunch at the BOTAN restaurant at far east square. Its NEAR TO CHINATOWN and TANJONG PAGAR that's why we were ABLE to walk from the purple line to the green line! haha. but anyhows good jap food and cheap. spent abt 20 per person. so a good recommendation! Got a wallet from them from Braun and Bruffels. Its also time i had a change in wallet la. but heys THANKS FOR THE WONDERFUL TIME!

My hamstring's still not yet fully recovered yet but i want to run! its been sometime since i last did a long distance run already! sembawang beach anyone?!?!?!?!?!

Each time i am embraced by you i feel peaceful.=)

2007-10-28T20:47:00.000+08:00

okay birthday's over! i'm 20 but i don't look 20 so yea. I must say this year has been quite a busy one for me, meeting ppl all over the place. army pals, Charlize, Mum, Jo, yy, huaymin, daniel, huini, CG. busy busy busy. But first let me just say THANKS to all those who wished, to those who contributed in the card writing and the gifts! love them!

Many wishes many hopes many visions. I hope GOD has my life planned out and guides me along as i take each step forward in my life. Thank you JO for being the coordinator of this year's birthday. Thanks. you're a blessing! just like the rest of you. LOVES =)

2007-10-25T15:35:00.001+08:00

its time i had a change. FRESH! =)

2007-10-25T14:56:00.000+08:00

okay time for a proper entry. I'm on leave today and tmr and was on leave on monday so technically this week was a two day work week for me. The understudys have come in already so i think its really time for us to take a back seat with all the hard work we put in the last six months. So now when the boss isn't in office we'll just walk around, surf friendster and facebook and then continue to do somemore walking around. If we get hit by the famous ALS ( after lunch syndrome) then we'll say that the day was pretty shagged and thus we'll hit the bunk. haha. Pretty much like chalet? with XBOX and TV to accompany us? i'll say yes!

Unfortunately my boss is coming back tmr so the honeymoon ends. haha. But oh wells it was fun while it lasted. Seriously people go read some books if you're bored or that's what yikying tells me to everytime i complain to her about me being bored. haha. To keep myself occupied, i went to try out the SAF video game. Its like counterstrike just that its a game created by the SAF to help soldiers make better battle tactics. And thus voila! you've found another reason to stay away from office. haha.

Anyways here's a birthday wish to all the october babies!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALI!

2007-10-22T01:46:00.000+08:00

Running makes me feel so at ease especially so if you end your run at the beach. Its the ultimate experience. I just came back from the long run down to punggol end and i must say i never appreciated running so much. It was peaceful. I wanted to take in the scenic view of punggol beach but the freaking mosquitoes were quite a handful. They stung me FOUR TIMES!!!!! GRRR. I was just sitting there thinking when i noticed my hand was getting itchy and there's a bump. So my mood was ruined and i turned back to run to the main road. But i don't mind goin there again. Would you?

I've been peaceful with myself this few days partly cause of GOD but also cause i have friends who care. I hope you find peace with yourself too and do stay strong!

2007-10-11T11:34:00.000+08:00

Tried to take a picture
Of love
Didn't think I'd miss her
That much
I wanna fill this new frame
But it's Empty

Tried to write a letter
In ink
It's been getting better
I think
I've got a peice of paper
But it's Empty

It's Empty
Maybe we're trying
Trying to hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're Empty

And I even wonder
If we
Should be getting under
These sheets
We could lie in this bed
But it's Empty

It's Empty
Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're Empty

Oh, oh.
Oh, oh.
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
Oh, oh.
Oh, oh.

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're Empty
(Maybe we're trying)
(Trying to hard)
(Maybe we're torn apart)
We're Empty
(Maybe the timing)
(Is beating our hearts)
We're Empty

Feeling shitty right now. GRR! didn't go so well as i expected but oh wells what the hell. Try better next time. at least i don't have to wait that long for the next slot. but FUCK la! Angsty! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

2007-10-05T11:38:00.000+08:00

One last time.

as usual i'm bumming my arse off at home when i'm not working. Too poor to go out so i'll just bum at home lor. Caught an episode of yu le bai fen bai yesterday and i tell you it was super hilarous can! with Zhang hui mei singing out of tune due to the two clowns acting there. haha. but wells. Driving is in a week and as the days get closer i hope i can pass!. woo!

Haven had much activity in the past few weeks particularly due to me being busi with outfield exercises and office work. i stayed in camp for one whole week can! not even coming home once until i had to spent an entire afternoon with my mum to redeem myself. haha. what makes up a memory? days spent together or fun you had with the personnel involved? either way it helps us remember the days spent in the past and let us reminise the times. I can't help feeling sad for my friends who got posted to another unit and because they are so close to getting ORD it makes it harder to digest. But as the saying goes life goes on. Its the working world so we just have to swallow. all the best folks!

2007-09-29T15:43:00.000+08:00

Many ppl have been complaining about me not updating and thus they have stopped visiting my blog. Even those who do visit don't leave a comment because i didn't update and they just go away. how sad yes but life's like that. When you're busy and you need to rush your assignments therefore you don't have time to update.

I had to do duty on Sunday and usually duties on sunday will be slack one because 1) no one is in camp 2) you get to surf internet 3) its peaceful unless your DSO ( duty staff officer- cpt and above) is a damn irritating guy. It so happened that my DSO was the most disliked officer ever and he gave me hell even though i wasn't the complex duty officer which means to handle guards. anyways most of you reading won't even understand but just bear with me. haha. He kept on scolding me about some awol guy and the details. ahhh heck la. Anyways that was the start of a bad week for me.

Just like how i had been complaining about bosses being irritating mine got on my back in the week. I dunno man just feel weird la. Sorry man i had a thing for blogging just now. but now it just died! haha. Morale is low in the office with 6 of my friends getting posted to OCS as instructors. Bond we have but its the memories that will be missed. Due to some shortage over at OCS, they are requesting instructors from artillery side. I mean what's an arty officer going to do teaching infantry stuff??!?!??! double whammy man. Now i only can cherish what we went through together. you guys have made my days in artillery institute a more enriching one. thanks.

Now there you go my update for the week! just not feeling too good but i'll be back. Met 90% of the darlinks for lunch just now. Good but can be better. Del's out of camp and he's telling me he lost 2kg. keep working it! =)

2007-09-20T11:36:00.000+08:00

Just came back from driving. Three more weeks before i go and take my test. Quite excited at the prospect of passing it first time. i really hope i can. well when the day comes pray for me okay?

Played zhong ji mi ma with my boss and friends yesterday just to see who gets the last cup of yogurt because no one wants to eat. haha. i laughed until my stomach pain i tell you! He got the cup in the end and kept on telling us to give him discount by eating half and then playing another round. haha. serves him right for bringing me up to thailand. In case you didn't know since that day, We have been at loggerheads over this issue. haha. i walk past his table with angry eyes everyday. I think i'm really the most naughtiest 2LT around. haha. oh wells, life would be so boring if i were to follow the norm and just accept their bullying right? so actually i'm quite a bundle of joy.

Off today and tmr but i need to get my documents signed before next week. damn BIG BOSS keeps on procrastinating and because of that i may have to go back tmr just to get it signed. argh! i think i shall go for a swim today. anyone care to join?=)

2007-09-18T22:04:00.000+08:00

i'm back!!!! recovered from stomach flu and i'm back to my usual self. caught me off guard also. On Monday i was feeling better and i had a lesson for the artillery specs, i found myself going back to the scolding ways that i treat trainees with. The ways of the nasty instructor giving heaps of pressure of the poor guy. And SAF is moving towards a 3G army? with Learning Organisation and everything i don't think there'll be much use left for me man. I was brought up by punishments and scoldings and then now they are going soft on them. ARMY HAS GONE SOFT like so many people say.

Anyhows my boss says i'm naughty who always retorts to him. haha. whatever man!

Apologize-One Republic & Timberland

I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new - yeah yeah

I loved you with the fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late whoa.....

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I'm holding on your rope, got me ten feet off...

2007-09-15T19:13:00.000+08:00

argh! i can't stand it. being cooped up at home the whole day is boring! i miss my friends, i miss the air outside, i miss shopping!!! man! I miss goin out!!! was diagnosed with the stomach flu this afternoon after procrastinating on visiting the doctor and in case you didn't know i hate the doctors because each time you go, you'll get bombed by loads and loads of medicine which is a pain i tell you! GRRR. but sigh i missing all the action. SOMEBODY SAVE ME?

My sisters were super sweet last night. kept on fussing over me. haha. youngest one was like " eh kor got take temperature?" then i said no need la with my eyes closing already. Then she said " no must take i got temperature! " then she goes and find. then after finding out that i have a slight fever she just wished me goodnight while the younger one was like asking me to go see a doc the next day and kept on asking if i was feeling better. I'm touched la! haha. people who care about you.

Pray i get well soon will ya?

2007-09-14T13:18:00.000+08:00

my tummy hurts.... i wonder what's wrong. gastric? appendicitis or whatever. well attended daniel's pop on wed. Bloody bugger never even call to tell us the details or evn invite us and i left office early just for u leh. this kind of brother where to find one. haha. oh wells had my tummy growling for nearly 2 hours before we went down to punggol to find delvin. wells it was nice to see all of them again. girls became prettier guys became machoer and delvin became.....haha. but wells all the best bro. u're goin in soon!

2007-09-11T20:54:00.000+08:00

I tell you arh! i'm a man filled with angst! first my boss tells me to go sit on it but then what happens? he gives me false hope. WTH? explains the reason to me then in the end i still have to go like RARRRR!R!JHRHHRHR!! i tell you life's really unfair man. but on the lighter side i managed to catch up with yikying daniel and josephine on sun and it was a good ketchup I want more of those and less of office time. I pray that my ORD comes earlier so that i can leave all unhappy memories behind. anyways i'm goin to thailand for a third time next year just to fulfill their policy of having a senior instructor go up. sigh. Daniel's POPPING tommorow and i hope to see him with the rest. everyone's mostly turning up so another group gathering! ARGH! Internet connection is fuking slow also. I told walter that if i were to have my driving test tmr i'll drive with rage. *morales been low*